I used to blame past experiences as to why I didn’t understand why people would consume a poison that does so much more harm than good to the body. The older I get and the more I think to the past experiences that may have formulated my original opinion, I quickly realise that the opinions I now have are that of my own.
I never understood when people told me they needed it to have a good time. I never understood when they told me they felt better when the day after they would wake up and tell me the complete opposite. I never understood how this was a deemed as ‘having a good time’ being unaware of your actions and not in control of ones self. I never understood when people said “never again” and then do the complete opposite. I never understood the culture of out doing one another by consuming more. “Do people really find this cool” he ponders.
Why is this the culture? Why are people still trying to fit in? What is herd mentality? How are you able to break free? Are you acting on your own accord or are you afraid of being alone? Are you afraid of not being accepted? Are you filling a void?
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What is it that I am afraid of?
What are my own insecurities?
Why is this tough for me?
Who am I to impose my own ideologies on another?
Is it trust?
Is it because I’m afraid?
Have I seen too much?
Who am I trying to protect?
Where is the middle ground?